Stuck in a Rut

I've been feeling rather "blah" lately. Why the recent feelings of apathy lately? I don't know. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. I know this sounds like some 'quarter-life crisis' that a lot of people in my age group go through - the "quasi-adulthood, post-grad period" where everything seems fine and you know what you want, but you don't know why you're stuck in one place or on one thing. It all started out with something simple, like for a summer vacation. I want to go to Germany or the Netherlands this summer. I've been thinking about it for quite a while now. I have the money, I have the time. I have the means. So why am I still here? Stuck. And then I start thinking about how much I miss living in Seattle. Once again- Money? Check. Time? Check. Means? Check. So why the hell am I still here?

I think I'm just looking for an escape. I'm tired of the same old stuff. I just want change. I'm not scared of taking risks at all. So basically, I'm just trying to find out what that catalyst is that is enough to get me moving. Eventually.

Ugh. Lord, I sound like an angst-ridden emo song...